Speechless

Speechless


thrown, low, down,
left, alone, useless
missed, forgot, lost
broken, harmed, erased

how I feel when i'm like that, speechless
trying to express, but nothing comes
trying to say, but feeling nothing
trying to be, but being speechless

how to fill a line?
How to fill my heart?
How to say how I feel?
How not to end being a fool?

Crowed places I avoid
narrow streets I walk in
like sailing on a sea
being just a fish on the river

stopped waters, I jump
holded by the strings
walking through the stones
following you, where are you?

Thrown, left, missed, broken
low, alone, forgot, harmed
down, useless, lost, erased
crumble, destroyed, deleted

I feel when i'm speechless
I can't say how I feel now
I can't write down what I think
I can't be, I can't share how I am

useless I feel and it collapses me
the wall I built brakes down
it crash next to my feets
naked, bricks hitting the toes

the books I wrote
put on a pile
a tower to climb
where will them take me?

Sit at the top
look all around
do you feel better?
Are you speechless yet?

I can't communicate now
the line is broken
I can't say a word
I can't open my heart

did I said too much?
Had you understand?
Any questions you have?
Do you need an answer?

I break, I fall down
when I can't talk
shy and silent I used to be
but now i'm not

how to bring them again?
The words I want to express
can't wait for them to come
do I force them?

Time them need, to be formed
time them will last, since I write them
I put them down, as far as them come
I don't fear if them are wrong, or right

they heal, they hurt, they live
once you read them, spoken
once you remind them, think
once you forgot them, gone

ink or lips, say or read?
What's the better way?
How to change this mistake?
There's no rubber for that

how to be talkative again?
How can we express ourselves
how when nothing needs to be said?
Why am I still speechless, just with you?


Ariadna Squire Damique
(28-04-2008)